Recent cogitating

I've been reminiscing my life four or six years ago and I can remember that I was hating the thought that I'll be taking nursing as my profession. I wanted to take anything related with web site design before because I was interested with site designing before. I was into art related stuffs and enjoy every single thing I do for art. Woot. I'm just an art and photography enthusiasts. :)

I took nursing even though I don't like it. Yeah. It sucks right, taking the course you don't even see yourself in the future. I should have fought what I wanted to be before. But I did not. Why? Because I wanted them to feel bad for forcing me to do what I hated to. I was thinking rebelling. Looser huh?

Already got the BSN course and finished in time. Dealing with other people's needs had taught me to enjoy what I have. I should be glad that my family was able to let me go to college. Everybody knows how expensive it is to study especially with my course. There's a lot of expenses to pay, not only the very expensive tuition fees but add the books needed. I've realized that if I fail just only one subject I'll be wasting not only my family's money but also my time. Maybe if I really became rebellious before ,then maybe I didn't graduated last April and have been one of those people who are taking summer classes and wasting their time.

No one knows I'll be loving this course so much. I wanted to become an active member of organization for nurses. And do something for the advancement of nurses in the Philippines. :) I have many plans in my head now but I decided to take things at a time.

May God guide me with whatever endeavor in my life. =]