SHIFTER

Digital photography has been my first love since, I don't know when. :) I do enjoy photography so much, staring at my artworks brings so much joy to me. Kidding! Okay, seriously speaking now. I enjoy how easy it is to see the output of every photo that I took from my digital point and shoot camera. If ever I wanted to put any effects or change colors in the photo I just click the Adobe Photoshop icon, and tada! the outcomes that I wanted to have is what I see.

Unfortunately, my p&s camera got busted and now I don't have anything to use. mmm Well, I still have a camera but it's not a digital camera it's a film camera. I have the holga 120 fn it's a lomographic camera that uses 120 films. Those films are so expensive. So, I uses the 135 films instead to have the sprockets outcome. :D I also have a panoramic camera and a vivitar ic. I love love the cameras that I have. Wooot! I haven't develop the films though. :) Kill me for being lazy.

I'm not shifting to film photography because of my digital p&s got busted, but the reason is I love photography whether it's film or digital. I just think that I should also give my time to film photography. I mean, yes I do have the cameras and films but I haven't tried shooting with film cameras that much. The experience is very low and I know that I need to spend more time with my film cams.

Hopefully the next time that I blog, I can show you the outcomes of my film cameras. :D

LalalalalaLOVE

SHEYNEECO & GENIECO

My Genieco, but call him Gene instead. I'm the only one who's allowed to call him that. :)

All the time we were apart. . .

I thought of you...


I thanked the man above for everything that happened in my life. Now I know that everything happens for a reason, well I do know that long time ago but it's much more explained now to me. There were things that is meant to be happen for us to learn and see our own mistakes. I used to think that I know this and that and I'm always right. We've reflected on the wrong things we've done in the past. We're trying if not to eliminate those but to minimize the it instead. I know that it will be difficult for us to fix things that have been broken. But we'll do our best to save the relationship-our relationship.

Been listening to MYMP's songs since the horrible day. I just think that this song matched us now.
Especially for you
I wanna let you know what i was going through
All the time we were apart
I thought of you
You were in my heart
My love never changed
I still feel the same

Especially for you

I wanna tell you i was feeling that way too
And if dreams were wings, you know
I would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that i’m next to you

Refrain 1:
No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you

Chorus:
And now we’re back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love i have is
Especially for you

Especially for you

I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How i’m certain that our love was meant to be
You changed my life .. oOh
You showed me the way
And now that i’m next to you

Refrain 2:
I’ve waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you
Oh, and i wanna bring out all the love inside you, oh


Chorus:
And now we’re back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love i have is
Especially for you

You were in my heart
My love never changed
And now that i’m next to you

Refrain 1:
No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you

Chorus:
And now we’re back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love i have is
Especially for

Together, together, I wanna show you ,
my heart is oh so true, and all the love i
have is especially for you..

So, keso. :)

A PAYPERPOST newbie

I've been a blogger for about three to four months ago. I decided to have my own blog on the world wide web for me to have something where I can divert and express my feelings well.

As I was blog-hopping other's blogs I stumble on PayPersPost. It is a website that gives bloggers and advertisers a lot of opportunities. For bloggers like me, I can write my opinion or review on certain things plus I can get payed if my post will be approve. How cool is that? Being able to say things and express yourself on certain stuffs then getting payed? Well not only the money is the issue here but also, you can also find friends in PayPerPost that can help newbies like me. For the advertisers, they can give opportunities which also promotes their products as well. The Layout and navigation of the site is also easy to use for newbies. So, everything is fair here in PayPerPost. Everybody's happy here.

If ever I earn enough money I will buy my own DSLR and lomographic cameras and have photoshoot with friends and blogger friends. :) That's my dream, have a big family- of cameras. :) You know how cool those lomographic cameras are, especially the fisheye2.

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A piece of emo-ness.

I've been broken like a piece of vase thrown outside by a wicked witch.
I've shed tears as if I won't get dehydrated.
I've been reading a happy ending story but always end up crying under my pillow.
--Emo ba ko?

Whatevs. I've been to the worst part of my entire life. Making myself believe that everything will be okay. That everything was meant that way and I am going to make it because I am strong, stronger than Hercules. I don't know why can't I accept things. I want to get numb. Just this time.

Kids are lucky, all they do is play. They are not capable of making huge decisions and just to realized that it's the worst decision ever. They never regret on stuffs. When they're sad and hurt all they need is a toy to divert their sadness. As for us, do we also have toys to divert our attention? arrhGg

I'm talking shiii. Sorryness to everyone.

P and P

It's been two months after my graduation. I can recall how glad I am receiving my diploma and walking on the stage with the black toga. My mama and papa was very happy, you can see it how they smile..

Whatevs. I'm stil a PAL-amunin and PAB-igat. It's very difficult to find jobs with the course I've finished. How am I able to apply if their requirements are 2yrs exp or should have a bachelor's degree of this and that. Oh. I cannot blame them.

Is there any work I can apply with my BSN diploma? I cannot apply as a nurse because I'm just a fresh graduate and no license yet so yeah. Lalalalaa. Life's gonna be tough for me.

Changes, everybody loves it.

Did a little changes with my blog. Changed the layout, the background with white polkadots on a yellow color. I love it. It matches my blog's name-YELLOWPOLKAS. I don't know why all of a sudden I decided to change things in my blog. I wanted it to look simple. So, here's my new layout and colors. By the way, I don't like yellow so I myself don't know where did I get the name yellowpolkas. (- -,)

When do we know if we have to undergo changes? Whether it is by our physical look, the way we dress, the color of our hair, how people do treat us. I think that's something we don't have any requirements or qualifications. It just hit us. And, finally to realize that, hey should do this for that. Some old things are better to be kept, instead of using it over and over.

Changes are good. Seriously. Especially for those who are tired of things that doesn't do good on them. Well what the heck am I saying? I dunno as well. Things these days are unpredictable and confusing. Such a confuse girl, huh? Whatevs.

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Blog is under construction. Please bear with me. :D

To prepare is to succeed

Bam and I went to school yesterday to have our cases check by the school's coordinator. Yep, didn't took the recent June board exam for some reason[s]. So, we should meet by 1PM but I arrived 35 minutes after because it was very hot yesterday and while I'm walking outside its like I'm having a sun bathing with my shirt and pants on!

When I arrived there we went straight to the osa, and we're in luck. They're having a meeting! How cool is that? We waited for her outside the office, thought it'll take hours but I think after 15 minutes she just showed up! =) coolness We talked to her and told her about our cases, she just told us to leave our folders. And? nothing. So, Bam asked when can we get back for our cases. She just told us that she has lots of things to do and blahbalahhahaha. We just decided to come back after one week. *shocked

We're preparing for the November local board exam, and we're still clueless on where review center to enroll. We wanted a review center that only accepts small number of students per session. Personally, I wanted to enroll at Carl Balita's RC but hello with the capacity of students in each venue. Ohwell. My friends and I are still in search and if you guys do have some suggestions it'll be very appreciated. (--,)v

Lotsa things in just a day or so

I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack. :) I miss everybody! How you doing guys? Been busy with the convention last Thursday to Friday and stayed at Charmee's place the entire Saturday. Yeaaaabah!

The convention was really fun! [because there were lots of freebies from sponsored companies of medicine. I also met a new friend there, her name is Nina. She was so nice to us and really had fun with her. The topics discussed at the convention was really informative but I think it was meant for M.D.'s. Man! Some are really difficult to understand or it was just me. =)

By the way, this is also the day when my camera got busted! *cries I'm so disappointed and sad. I think it will take time before I can replace it. I don't know happened it's just when I opened the camera to take pictures the shutter won't open as well. *cries I don't know what to do. My photography career is finished. =( I was really sad and wanna cry. I wanted to have it repaired but my pocket it empty as well. err. Hey, brother if you'reMmmm. And, by the way this was the day when my camera got busted. *cries I dunno what reading this,don't tell this to father. Come'on Let me tell him personally but not now.

At night, we went in Intramuros @ June's place and had a dinner with my high school friends. It was like a reunion because it's been years after we've seen each other again. Thanks Pau and Dj for helping me carrrying my huge bags of freebies! :)